Turn on the TV Act like you don't see me Tell me everything is okay
My mother is a saint And told me if I wait Everything meant to be will stay
But I ain't a believer in people pleasin' either Fucking telephones have ruined this place
Met a man in New York City Told me humans ain't as pretty As a perfect day They'll chase for all their days
I ain't spotless, neither is you For once in my life, I'm gonna see it through If you want spotless, I'll always lose I don't want love, lover I want the truth
People die a thousand times to get to who they are We were praying to the heavens on a late train car
Your heart knows deeper seasons than my eyes ever will I'm a self-destructive landslide, if you wanna be the hill
I ain't spotless, neither is you For once in my life, I'm gonna see it through If you wanna leave this, that's okay Everything meant to be is bound to stay
Remember jumping in the pool when we was fully clothed in August We were soakin' chokin' smokin' in my old shitty apartment
Then they cut off all the lights 'Cause the bills were never paid We were stealing all the power from the neighbors on vacation
I ain't spotless, neither is you For once in my life, I'm gonna see it through If you want spotless, I'll always lose You gave me a love, lover you gave me the truth
I was alone You were betting on a loser, you were calling my bluff Holding one-another is a never real love You were right there with me
I can't stop this, neither can you For once in my life, I'm bound to see it through If want spotless, I'll always lose You gave me a love, lover you gave me the truth