Bright white, never seen these lights I know what this is, so I'm thinkin', "It's been one hell of a life" Ain't accomplish everything I wanted to, but I did alright Wish I could hug the people that love me, could've did shit right I see the White Gates, will they let me in? Do I deserve it? Another bright light get close to me, but it didn't burn me It know what I'm thinkin', it said, "Why you don't think you worthy? No matter your sins, God got unlimited love and mercy
You a part of that love, no matter what you did, you one of his Just think about it, no matter how bad, would you do that to your kids? And your love and patience ain't nothin' like his, God forgives" I felt the embrace, it's been a minute since I dropped tears I'm like, "What about all them shootings? What about all them niggas that died? All the hurt I put in they family heart, all the fear I put in they eyes" Said, "Everything gon' make sense, just not right now You came close, but you ain't die, it's not your time"
Laid up in the 'spital, damn, I shouldn't underestimate the enemy (fuck) Medication kickin' in, dozed off again, I ain't got no energy (ah) Hoopin' with some real killers, niggas slid to the crib, tried to finish me (damn) Seein' old girl movin' crazy, I ain't gotta ask how they get to me (bitch) The bros and them, they on demon time, hoppin' out of strikers with the straps out (what up?) Any nigga out here claimin' that catch hollow tip 'til they tap out (bah, bah) Can't say I don't understand, might sound crazy, but I feel them (I feel them niggas) Know I would've did the same thing if I ever thought a nigga killed them (gon' kill them niggas)
Nurse come in like, "Y'all gotta clear it out, let him get his rest" (get out) Will and Johnny like, "We gon' hold it down for you, big bro, don't even stress" (you know what it is) Nurse bitch start sweet talkin' (yeah), and tryna cop a feel too (yeah) She say, "You hurt, but I got somethin' up in my panties that'll heal you (oh, yeah) Drugs kickin' in, she must think I'm free game, why she talkin' like that? (Why she talkin' like that?) Turn around, ass fat as hell, bendin' over, why she walkin' like that? (Why she walkin' like that?) Steady havin' all these nightmares 'bout them pussy niggas shootin' through the door (fuck) Boys couldn't get the job done, scary-ass niggas should've threw some more (pussy)
I'll never trust a bitch again (uh-uh) Never endin' up like this again (uh-uh) Main focus get money, I'm knowin' she took everything that was in the crib (shit) I'll never trust a bitch again (uh-uh) Never endin' up like this again (uh-uh) Tried to get me iced in the crib, boy, I better not ever see that bitch again
Me and the nurse been choppin' it up Long story short, she fuckin' the plug She tryna help me run this shit up I'm focused, I been in trouble enough That'll be love, you put that together I get out here and I'm ready whenever Shit, we go in business together Shit, I'm tryna drop a new bezel
Month later, I was out of there Girlie came and got me, my location shared (pull up) If she try to play me, she gon' need a prayer Four-nick' tucked in my underwear (baow) She like, "Let's go the crib first and wake up the neighbors" (oh, yeah) I'm like, "Nah, I put my money first, all that other shit can come later" (you trippin') She like, "Oh, you put your money first?" I'm like, "Nah, I put loyalty first" She like, "I was just makin' sure you was on point, you know niggas die over thirst" (what?)
I know niggas get side tracked about some pussy, but don't try that with me, it won't work (at all) Matter of fact, my wounds hurt, go ahead and throw me some Percs (let me get them) And tell me about this plug (show me this plug) Tell me about these drugs (show me some drugs) Tell me what you gettin' out all this shit, what's my cut? You cool and all, but I'm here to this pape', don't get this shit fucked up (don't get it fucked up) She like, "You had it rough and you a real nigga, I wanna see you up" (we gon' see)
We pull up to his crib, she call his phone, we park right by the curb He come outside with two niggas, and they strapped, but I am not concerned I hop out, I'm like, "What's the word?" Introduce myself, he like, "I heard I need you on my team, bro, what can you do with 50 birds?"
Heard about your situation, you know what I'm sayin'? Heard about you gettin' life, givin' that time back That bitch gon' get what she deserve too Oh, yeah, my name Dee, take my number down
