I tell good lies when they ask me But I cried all night in the backseat No one knows what I feel inside (I used to know what I wanted) Tears fell down at the party Like water all on my body No one knows when I'm really alright
Pulled apart my feelings so raw (oh, yeah) Voices shout so loud, can't ignore (every night, every night, yeah) Used to think I knew what I wanted I'm high enough from all the high pressure I just wanna make myself better on
I broke down in Paris (yeah) Tried to hide my emotions (come home) All flew out my body (yeah) But then I cried hard in the hotel Did that show in London And I passed out at the party It doesn't make me happy How can I not know what I need right now?
Pulled apart my feelings so raw (yeah, yeah) Voices shout so loud, can't ignore (every night, every night, yeah) Used to think I knew what I wanted (I used to know what I wanted) But I don't wanna feel the high pressure I just wanna make myself better on
Feels so hard when I'm struggling (gotta get away) Feels so hard when I'm struggling (I'm not the same) Feels so hard when I'm struggling (gotta get away) Feels so hard when I'm struggling (I'm not the same)
